uhmm ill make this look nice later but basically. i have alot of bad experiences wouldnt call it trauma but bad experiences with irls/kins/whatever of my sources and sourcemates and in general sources all together. im listing these here because i want to. i am comfortable stating these in a public setting for friends to see but if you are just going to talk to me about how it was really cool how i murdered those guys or whatever after seeing this then please stay the hell away.
if you're a close friend of mine and a sourcemate you can absolutely talk to me this goes without saying its just with people im freshly talking to / have less interactions with i get very aaahh about. (and not to be all MINORS DNI but -16 especially and you kin my sources stay away please)
idk. Subject to change
(obviously this doesnt apply for my kins lol theyre just kins)