Key
0/10 - I don't even wanna talk about it
1/10 - More than disappointing
2/10 - Whatever
3/10 - It's ?...? Okay ..??
4/10 - I could live without it
5/10 - Not allat. Good. Fine. Maybe I thought about it a few times
6/10 - Awhh okay I guess you're cool
7/10 - Oh the ohhh awhh okay
8/10 - Amazing but I probably have one MAJOR gripe
9/10 - It's wonderful I fall asleep thinking about them probably
10/10 - God tier I literally went insane I AM insane about them
Doukyuusei, Sotsugyousei, Blanc, Home, Futarigurashi - 10/10
Peak. I recommend this to literally every and anyone ever. You will feel all the love and care in the world from this pair ALONE. They complete my life and I love them so much PLEASE read about them!! I have reread this 4-5 times already (normal)
Sora to Hara - 5/10
FUCK HARA MANABU ?? ME AND MY HOMIES ALL HATE HIS BITCHASS !! In my humble opinion... Sorano did NOT have to be FIFTEEN. He could have easily been a much younger and new TEACHER instead of a much younger and new STUDENT. For what they are I do not entirely hate either Sora nor Hara... I just wish they weren't romantic and if they are I wish Sora wasn't 15. I really did not care for or like Arisaka & Hibiki at all just more weird shit I don't wanna get into... I fucking LOVE Koma !!! He is so cutie and wonderful and I love him soooo much !! Koma, the only saving grace.
O.B. - 3/10
Didn't really car that much #tbh I mainly liked any chapter with KuSajou in them or with Koma. It's fun to see what everyone was doing any way
The Summer Hikaru Died - 10/10
God I died(!?) I literally OYUGHH "Hikaru"... You are me.... I love this series so much I needa reread it SOON
The Scene of My Rumspringa - 8/10
The prequel to the one below. I cringed. HARD. at times. But it was a really cute and sweet story! I read it after Dear Gene but I don't think the order matters that much. If you'd like Gene to have a more mysterious aura about him read this one first!
Dear gene - 10/10
The sequel to the one above. THIS is what got me into Age Gap yaoi I literally GUHHH THEY ARE SO SWEET AHDUDGAJDHJ IF I SEE ANYONE COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW THEY DIDN'T TRY SEEEING EEACH OTHER ILL CRASH OUTTTT !!! Are they lovers? Are they friends? WHO CARES !! They have each other and they love each other no matter what!!
My Little Inferno - 0/10
I read barley 2 chapters of this thing bro it was so utterly uncomfortable and just not fun to read at all I HATE HATE HATTEEE watching poor helpless people get their asses beat “for fun” like okay wow uhmm so what else.?.?.?
Dear, My God - 7/10
It’s cute for what it is. I liked it a lot and find myself thinking about the two sometimes. No the MC did not have Stockholm syndrome he wanted to save the ML from a cult…cus he’s a priest….. cus he’s just a kind soul like that… cus that’s a type of person that gets bred from religion..
Cupid Struck by Lightning - X/10
I DIDN'T FINISH THIS WAIT OPKAY AT THE TIME IM WIRITNG THIS IFOUND OUT THAT IT WASNT JUST 2 CHAPTERS FOR THEM WAIT WAIT WAITT WAIT ILL REREAD IT TONIGHT
My Beautiful Man - 10/10
MY FREAK 4 FREAKS OH MY GOD IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM. I NEED VOL5 NOW BEFORE I KILL MYSELF. Freak by Nature VS Freak by Choice who wins? WRONG! They're both insanely in love with each other in their own freaky ways. "My glorious king" ??? DUDE WHAT ARE YOU SAYING ???
Sleeping on Paper Boats - 3/10
I'm gonna be so fr I have no recollection of this.. also im like 90% sure I've read this before when I was like 12.. Will re-read...
Heaven and Demon - 0/10
Disturbing and boring. I have no clue if the ML was touching that minor or not also the ML very clearly sexually assaulted the MC which I do not fw given how they handled allat… did not even finish the first vol
Kegare no Nai Hito - 7/10
Haters are gonna hate me for this one but idgaf I like them. YAOI IS SECOND. PSHYCOLOGICAL IS FIRST. The ML is crazy and I could personally never forgive him and wanted the MC to leave him BUT I also love seeing how religion can blind people and how devoted one can be to their religion. The ML is a gray person in my eyes.. what he did was terrible but he did it because what was done to him was terrible yk..? For how short the story is I wanna say that it was handled the best they could have handled it.
I Didn’t Mean to Fall in Love - 7.5/10
The Match Seller - 3/10
Color Recipe - 8/10
Rated more as a psychological manga but if I’m rating the yaoi/romance bit it is a 1/10 consent is key. 1 point cus the romance in itself is a part of the psychology I like. I really like how messed up the white haired guy is
Old-Fashioned Cupcake - 10/10
10 Things I Want to do Before I Turn 40 - 10/10
Legs That Won’t Walk - 0/10
If I had a dime for every Manhwa I read that deeply disappointed me I’d have 2. GODDDD GODD BRO THIS WAS DOG WATERRRR I READ LIKE 40 CHAPTERS FOR NOTHING TO HAPPEN !!! I have seen the same plot played out BETTER in GACHA LIFE MINI MOVIES
Sadistic Beauty - 0/10 (THE MOST DISSAPOINTING SHIT)
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to enjoy this one as a psychological read. GOD I NEEDED THE MC TO EITHER DIE, BECOME THE MANIPULATOR OR KILL THE ML LIKE GOD THERE WERE SO MANY COOL THINGS THAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED BUT NOOOO NOTHINGGG BOORRRINGNGG !!!! This was the most LINEAR shit ever bro. Don’t you EVER try and justify this cunt faced faggot’s actions by saying his mom don’t love him either MOTHER FUCKER MY MOMMA WANTS ME DEAD AND I STILL AINT DOIN THIS SHIT. I would give this shit to my worst literate enemy! IM SERIOUS AS CANCER WHEN I SAY (Rhythm is a dancer) YOU WILL HAVE TO GIVE ME AN ESSAY! A WELL WRITTEN ESSAY! ON WHY WE SHOULD EVER BE IN THE SAME SPACE BREATHING THE SAME AIR IF YOU GENUINELY LIKED THIS SHIT
Heaven Offical’s Blessing - 9/10
Restart After Coming Back Home
Jealousy Blinds Love
Stalker’s Game - 0/10
I fucking hate this shit bro don’t ever waste your tike reading ass like this oh my GOD the emotional turmoil of me wanting one of them DEAD was too much THE FACT THAT THE MC THINKS HES FUCKIN EVIL OR SUM SHIT PISSED ME OFF MAN I WISH HE CUT THAT LOSERS BALLS OFF AND THEN SLICED HIS DICK IN HALF GOD BUT HE DIDNT ALL HE DID WAS GIVE THAT FUCKER WHAT HE WANTED OHHH MYY GODD THATS YOUR ABUSER MAN THEY DONT EVEN TRY TO FRAME IT NEGATIVELY IT HAS THIS FUCKIN JOLLY ATMOSPHERE TO IT THAT PISSES ME OFF GODDD I NEEDED THE MC TO KILL HIMSELF OR FOR THE MC TO KILL OR AT LEAST SERIOUSLY INJURE N DISABLE THE ML click this if u wanna see my live crashout
Therapy Game - 10/10
PEAK HOLY PEAK I LOVE THEM SO MYCH OHGHH MY GUYS ☹️☹️☹️ Very healthy very nice big fan
Secret XXX
Very cute but short I like the sequel much better (therapy game)
A Man Who Defies the World of BL - 10/10
I’m not done with this one but it’s genuinely so peak AND ALSO is it wrong of me to say I’m lowkey in love with the mc loll He’s just so me bro he’s so me (narc) and so nonchalant and he’s just got aura like dat. god update he’s me in every sense and I love him for that (ultimate narc)
Canis: Dear Mr Rain & Canis: Dear Hatter - 8/10
So cute fucking loved it bro. It was a bit confusing to keep up with at times though.. Interesting and unique characters
Canis: The Speaker - 7/10
It has introduced me to polyamorous yaoi which made me think “Woah you can do that.?” which is awesome lololl Pretty cool story but also confusing…,. the polycule is cute so ill let it slide
Fukutsu no Zono - 7/10
Awh the cutiess awhh thats it
My Love Mix-Up - 10/10
PEAK oh my GOD they’re so cute this cured my depression and 50 other illnesses holy hell bro they’re so cringe in such an awesome way like waow. I also like the Straggots they’re so cute like oh my god GUH
Note to viewers
- I like my yaoi a lil fucked up and abusive sometimes
- No I don’t enjoy Incest no I dont enjoy bad power dynamics no I don’t enjoy pedophilia no I don’t enjoy watching some poor man get the shit beat out of him without any reason
- I simply enjoy psychological stuff which can and does leak into "bad" and taboo topics
- "bad" not cus I dont think it’s actually bad but cus I can’t find a better descriptor
- SOME of these (color recipe) have yaoi in them but I would not consider it the main genre
- No i dont believe that fucked up = good
- Yes I get uncomfortable by many topics No that never stops me from reading it—most of the time…
- I’m also on a quest to find a psychological manga where the mc kills themself to scratch an itch and gripe I have with many others
- Also trynna find one where the MC grows a pair and chops someone’s balls off or something