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my savior .ᐟ beautiful lady... ✦
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i go by a multitude of names, but "silver" and "the silver/silverfish" are both just fine when referring to me and will make things a lot less confusing for yourself and me. ✶ i do not keep track of most of them and i would prefer not to.
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make me your god,
i can give you everything .ᐟ
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i have a lot of disorders that make me the way i am. i'm sure nobody would care to look through the entire list and i don't want to bother with trying to list all of them, but they strongly interfere my ability to think, my ability to remember and my ability to regulate my emotions on my own. if we are friends, it will lead to issues. this does not mean that i am cruel. i am as gentle as i can get myself to be with other people, and if i am too aggressive for you then i do advise you tell me. i am open to the idea of improving myself.
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when our darknesses overlap,
let me take it all away .ᐟ
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i will make our relationship out to be more than it actually is accidentally at times. sometimes, when i think about my relationship with one person, i can forget we aren't actually close as i think we are and cling more than necessary. if this bothers you, you're welcome to tell me. i hate it when this happens and i end up embarrassing myself, so please don't worry about upsetting me with it.
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ruler of my heart,
ruler of my heart,
ruler of my heart
you are forever beautiful...
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you would be correct in assuming that i'm a sensitive person and that i'm overdramatic, but majority of the time i sit with how i feel and determine if it is really worthy of flipping out/confronting someone over, so i promise that i do not lash out. ✦ the silver tries their best to be kind and gentle.
while on the topic, if you have an issue with the silver, please tell me. >ᴗ< sometimes, i cannot tell when people are mad at me, or i make assumptions when i do think people are mad at me, but i won't ever really ask and upset myself even when somebody is not mad at me.
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ruler of my heart,
ruler of my heart,
ruler of my heart .ᐟ
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i am extremely scared of interacting with new people, especially if they use small talk on me. DO NOT USE SMALL TALK ON ME. i will panic. half of the time, i am not prepared to answer to basic small talk, so i get very awkward when it's used on me. the best way i get closer to people is through letting everyone know all of my business, so they understand my jokes about myself when i tell them to be funny. i also try to play games with other people more when i want to get closer, since it's an activity that we can do together and bond over. i am not good at initiation however. i apologize.
the silver is not opposed to meeting new people, so do not mistake that last paragraph for that. the silver loves new people. i am just not good at interacting with them. i am working on it...
buh - bye :)
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