What I rant about here is somewhat suggestive? I dunno some may find it uncomfortable due to the "intimacy" but I really don’t care that much

I’ve always been interested in bones and the body in general lolol I think it’s very cool yet gross how it all is. When I’m able to feel and hear my heart beat Im both intrigued and disgusted cus it’s like oh !! ew !!! there’s something living inside of me !!! and on the other hand its like oh wow there’s something living inside of me! im here and my heart’s active and im alive !!! Either way its like cool yk?

Switching the topic over to bones, I hate being able to feel my bones although I do it a lot when I’m bored loll. My ilium are somewhat pronounced and when I touch them I cant help but feel disgusted cus I’m feelin a good bit of the bone and I feel how my skin drapes over it. I feel similarly with my ribs too.

However I like feeling my knuckles and finger/hand bones in general ^^ I also like watching/feeling my arms move in ‘n out cus the bones there are just so interesting!

Im a bit scared n wary of my ankles as I’ve twisted them before and it hurt like hell but I literally walked it off loll My favorite bone that makes up the ankle is the Lateral Malleous ^^ the bone that makes the prominent bump of the outside of your ankle. It’s just there and I love it

Again with the love-hate relationship I love-hate my collar bones aughh….they feel so vulnerable and as if someone could easily smash them EUGH….. that thought is why Im scared to show them at all.,.,,.,.,. SO SCARY

Wowie im giving “touching myself” a new meaning !!!

Speaking of which It got me thinkin and I dont see a lot of things like that as inherntly sexual? To me at least its a means of understanding. I’ve always thought bluntly like that though and tons of people probably disagree with me cus of it XP