" she makes me go weak in the knees " " but I cant let her see me swoon " texts back — foward

entry one ❤︎ my dearest cupid, no words could describe how much Im inlove with you, actually nothing could ever describe how much I love you genuinely. you are one of the most kind, re-assuring, beautiful person I met. when I first heard about you I honestly felt something in my soul, something that felt warm amd it was a really nice feeling, I honestly wanted more of that feeling and after meeting you I felt genuinely happy, especially after everything that had happened up to that point. the feelings I have for you are actually really special, I’ve only felt this one with one other person and it was with somebody in 2023, but my feelings for you and that familiar warmth are much more stronger then the last time. I honestly think you deserve somebody better then me, you are genuinely one of the best people i’ve met and the best partner I’ve had ever, and I really hope not to lose you. I don’t wanna sound “lovebomby” like certain people COUGH COUGH miko COUGH COUGH but I honestly am not sure what I would do without you, similar to earlier I only cry at the thought of losing specific people, and you are one of those people My love. you occupy my thoughts 24/7, I make everything a reference to you or somehow bring you up in to conversation, and honestly I don’t know how to show more love. I love want you to show you more and more and more until I physically can’t anymore, you’re extremely special to me and one day I hope you realize the full extent to that <3 I don’t care if im “inflating your ego” cuz I would honestly get on all fours and start barking if you wanted me to (off topic but shhh), I love you my princess. I love you more then I could describe, the only person who could tell you how much I truly genuinely love you through words would be Aphrodite herself

entry two ❤︎ do you have a happy trail cuz like.. yk what they say.. happy trails lead to happy mwals.. 👅👅👅👅✂️✂️✂️✂️✂️ and um. If you dont have a happy trail I bet you still have a happy meal..

entry three ❤︎ I sincerely apologize for my last entry, I am not fully sure what was going thru my head (freaky shit obviously) but I sincerely apologize for my actions, They were quite inappropriate and I hope you accept this apology.

entry four ❤︎ hi mon cheri, its our 6 months and im extremely happy, im really glad we made it this far together. throughout everything that has happened you have been my longest and healthiest relationship and I would love to keep that going with you, you are so very gorgeous and I genuinely do not have the words to describe even the minimum amount of love I feel about you, your somebody I put my full trust in about anything and i love you so much. i genuinely mean it, you’re my world and I love you so much that my heart cannot stand it, this lovemail barely scratches the surface of how much I love you. if I had the money and resources you would be ABSOLUTELY pampered and spoiled by me, and i will do that some way some how, you are my motivation and the only thing I ask inreturn is for you to stay with me, stay with me and support me. I would ask you this while youre fronting but this feels more… surprising??, anyways, will you make me the happiest gambler and marry me?, even if its just digitally? (P.S. about this, phantom oomf has a wedding mod in minecraft :3)