rant, a diary i guess
⠀02.03.25⠀⠀.⠀⠀I wish I woke up when I originally did today.... Instead I slept in auu.... I'll try setting more alarms and sleeping early (I say while I write this at 5am) I'll sleep soon! I promise ! 5:50am finally goin to bed ahaa more pastes will be decorated soon promise !
The same day but in the afternoon! I slept at 6am auhh,,,,,
⠀02.04.25⠀⠀.⠀⠀1:02am abahaaa …. Today im really happy! i got a Shadow plushie !!! I'm gonna bring him everywhere I love him so much we’re cuddling as I'm writing this hehwuwuwywyha okok I will sleep now cus its what shadow would tell me to do :3
⠀02.06.25⠀⠀.⠀⠀I GOT /ALICE !!!! YESS AFTER SO LONG EUEUWWAAAA Alice Yabusame you will always be loved <3 EHHEUIAGHSHA Ok okokok HJDHAJK Ok ALSO Im going to make /lifeform a daily shadow picture thing eheee ~
⠀02.08.25⠀⠀.⠀⠀New interest unlocked... sighhh I love and hate MLB its one of those interests where I have to rewrite the entire thing in my head to love it... (NGNL mentioned) ALSO I've loved him for a while but now I really love him ahahaa.... Luka my love you beautiful man I will save you from this GOD AWFUL show !! Dogparkians Im so sorry for what you all have to witness..
⠀02.10.25⠀⠀.⠀⠀Tonight my baby sister STOLE my Shadow plush from me (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥) While she is adorable when playing with him im scared that when I recieve him back in the morning he will be a victim of chip dust and strawberry stains </3
⠀02.12.25⠀⠀.⠀⠀Im freaking out and I dont know why jahshdhdhhhhhjjjjjjjjj Im just hugging shadow rn and takinf deep breaths and hoping ill be okay :(
I’m feeling a bit better :3 Ehhehshsgd Shadow really helped a lot <3 I might make this shadow themed to help comfort me more lololol
⠀02.17.25⠀⠀.⠀⠀I’ve lost all confidence in any of my skills + my pastebin hyperfix is going away >_<
⠀03.03.25⠀⠀.⠀⠀I am one whole year older today ouuhgghhhh......... Being 15 on the internet is such a big jump to people and makes me dread the "responsibility" others will put on me. "You should be old enough to know this" to a 15 y/o and "Well they're young" to a 14 y/o.... scary stuff yk? At the end of the day I wish for people to view me as a child who is still learning and changing everyday and not as a "mini adult" who will understand everything ykk??